momentary rest

boys go arm in arm
with some girl down
the street go as the night
turns over in its restless
sleep.

young, we are subject
to masquerades of flight
but somehow lift off
the earth, become
ethereal.

find you afar and wish
as though time were real
that you were here
to kiss away
my shivers.

silver, cinematic
the night is a drunken
mans joke of drink,
a star or two nearby
blink.

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i miss you so much and it's just because of how much i know i'm gonna. but alone tonight, i don't dread, i tread sleep. my dreams of lions on a beach wrestling for...fun. i love you without wanting, to know what it means. we semi-possess each other from this distance, but we see the same world; our own. when you say that you think of me i feel the sun through my skin, my chest warms and i call out in silence for time to not exist...as i know it doesn't. please love, hold me in your heart until we can prove our ascension, ignition, and become upwards always.